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[*] Post 352719 posted on 10-10-2008 at 13:50 Reply With Quote
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Just reading through some of my old writing and I'd like to share this one.....

LOSS

A valve in my heart has been opened
And a tearing, screaming, insanely clawing, unbearable pain
Flushes the joy from my soul
And leaves a dull numbness

I am empty
Blank
I exist
I function
I breathe -
But I am not alive
I do not weep -
There is not enough water in the world
To cry the tears I need to release

It is not happening
It cannot be happening
It is too awful to contemplate

I feel nothing
You are not there

Suicide?
I don't have it in me to make the effort

(c) 21.05.02
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[*] Post 352728 posted on 10-10-2008 at 14:10 Reply With Quote


I'm glad that you didn't - the second last line, that is. Quite descriptive, however, a personal perspective?
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[*] Post 352729 posted on 10-10-2008 at 14:12 Reply With Quote


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I'm glad that you didn't - the second last line, that is.

With hindsight he wasn't worth it :P I wrote this after being dumped!
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